Age

Im not sure whether if its really matter in relationship or what but personally its all about age these days that make at least myself quite a little bit concerned. I came to find myself not to looked about my age. Hahahahaa.

I mean if i were to list things I hate the most, aside from being lied to, is to be judged as "budak-budak". Like for example earlier, I came to this 1 grocery shop wearing jeans and black jacket with a backpack. The cashier who looked like 17 told me.

" Ini sahaja ke dik? " He said,
" Haa? Adik!? " I replied,

Killing intent activate!

" Eh, Abang2.. Silap " He corrected herself,
" Bro, Aku dah umur 23 nak masuk 24 dah kot " I replied.
" Hahaha, Sorry abang, ingat tadi budak kecik lagi sbb abang tak nampak macam 23 - 24 pon, nampak muda sangat " He apologized
" Dah tu mcm berapa? " I said
" Macam budak2 sekolah menengah sikit la "
" Errrkkk yee kee? Macam tu eh -_- "

And after that I just take my groceries and then went back home. The grocery shop is just a stone throw away from the house and so I went home quick. Putting all the groceries in place, went into my room and eventually be a little bit close to this...

Hahahhahahaha

I wonder a lot. Those overthinking stuffs hits me again. Like aku nie betul2 mcm budak2 ke? Is it because I shaved off my beard and mousetache? Is it because of my height? But to be honest 168cm is quite average to guys in their 20ties kot. Tah2 aku nie babyface kot. Personally, I cant even define what a babyface look like. Since we looked at ourself everyday in the mirror, I didn't thought of myself having such thing. However, I do heard rumors that women actually dig a guy who has that kind of face. So, Im not sure of myself. Should I be grateful or what kan. Anyway, I tried to actually kept my beard and mousetache for quite sometime. Lets say most friends of mine are shocked hahahahaha

Photo? Well nahhh~ I'm too shy myself to show what i looked like but definitely not as good as now la kan. Some face doesnt fit having a beard or a mousetache and unfortunately that person is me hahaha. All in all, whats important is MATURITY!

Doesn't matter how small are you, how big are you, how childish you looks, its all about maturity. Personally, thats what matters the most. Logically speaking, even if hes a sado and freakin tall of a person, but he's still childish in terms of attidude wont make it any less better betul tak? Hahaha. Thank god I'm not like that hahaha.

Raya 2.0

Hey guys! ^_^

  "Clearly, a few nights b4 I dont have much to do, hence come the selfie from the car.. haha"

Actually back then in the 1st day of Raya, we went to my dad's hometown, located in Subang but we decided to stay in Shah Alam. The reason would probably because my nenek's house was small and barely able to sustain all of the family members all at once. My dad's family tree is a really big family with my dad's being the 3rd out of 13 of his siblings. 

 " Not a full family photo sebab ramai lagi yang tak da but I managed to only get this one for that particular day "

Just imagine how packed would a house be if all of them with their respective wives/husbands and family to be staying in a same house. I mean geez, with all the little kids and cousins that I barely able to recognise from different family and from different wives, the usual reaction of me would be like...

" Nie yg mana ehhhh? "

Some of them especially the young ones obviously didn't recognize me since we barely meet each other. Its just too many of them. Seriously lol, like I would say we could probably make a 3 full football team consisting of only childrens! Hahaha. Despite those stuffs, I still tried make an effort of recognizing every single one of them at in a day. All those information and names made me like this...

Hahahaha... the best part would probably meeting my happy-go-lucky cousin of mine and yeah I admit we do alot of stupid things together before and we still did actually. Honestly, I thought he would have changed a little bit in terms of maturity and silliness. Turns out, nothing did. Hahaha, we took a lot of photos but lets be honest this one was my favourite. I did said that Ill probably keep this 1 as my fav and post it somewhere. Hahahaha. ( Tu la ko sapa suh pose pelik2 hahahaha )

 Geez I cant stand laughing when I saw this photo lol.

We stayed in Shah Alam for 2 days and went straight to Johor Bahru for my mum's turn. Both of my grandparents on my mum's side passed away long time ago and now we're just celebrated raya with all of the siblings together. It was always fun hanging out together with these cousins of mine. Since their age are just too near to each other, sharing experiences and telling stories was much much more interesting than usual.

Family pictures!!

 Lala and Akim, another extremely rare sight of this 2. Since its always shouting and fighting when these 2 are around each other

Ajim and my mum being super weird during those forgiving ceremony. Haha

Budak nie mmg byk dosa hahahaha, soo this is an extremely rare sight of Ammar and Bigbro, Syafiq

Bowling time!

Somehow I'm more darker than usual in this photo.. why!?

Anyway, it was truly fun seeing all of them again. Afterall, its a good rest from working almost every single day on my part. Things tends to get boring when you do the same thing over and over again. They were soo right about how when you are in your adulthood, you would one day missed schools and those studying moments. Now, I felt the same thing. I would definitely loved to study back again but then where would that get me on my current situation? Besides it was already nice and having my job as it is right now. I just have to build and guide my life slowly from this point and lets hope so that get to potentially meeting my jodoh in near future.

I know this is way too late and now considering Syawal is already over. I certainly don't want to miss wishing you guys, Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir dan Batin. May Allah shower you dear readers with His eternal blessings and keep you under His protection for both Dunya and Akhirat.

Selamat Hari Raya semua! ^_^

Raya 1.0

Hey guys! ^_^

I have been neglecting my blogging activity for quite sometime and to be honest, I'm having a difficult time staying online these few days! Yeah right! You guessed it! Kerjaa dooo! Penat! Dulu, I planned that I should had this monthly resolution where this month I promised that I at least stay to write & read for like at least an hour but too bad I still weren't able to keep that resolution of mine in check. Ughh! Its soo frustrating since I feel like I'm BS-ing myself into procrastinating most of the time. Geez I definitely have to do something about that. Oh well lets hold that topic for another time since now its RAYA TIME !! Raya sebulan dooo! Woohoo !

I had EidulFitr holiday leave for like 2 weeks, and lots of fun happen in those two weeks time. Thanks to that I had the privilege of celebrating breaking fast together with both my friends and family. Remember shortly before it was father's day and how I longed to celebrate it with them before after I got back? I even wrote a post about it.

Baskin Robbin doo! Benda nie mahal gila despite looking quite small kan.

Yeah!! I eventually bought my father a baskin robbin's ice cream cake for that. We never had any ice-cream cake to be honest and when I 1st bought it, I thought it was just another simple ordinary cake but turns out its not. Its pure ice cream preserved in dry ice and boy oh boy its was fantastic. Would probably consider buying it again. I dunno maybe perhaps for another occasion. My birthday maybe? Hahahaha.

A day after that, I booked at Rumbia Beach Resort a dinner for 4 people and those people were by far my bestfriends back then in highschool. I planned for the day carefully even before I reached Paka, sebab takut la jugak diorang had to go back to college kan. Nasib masa2 nie those 3 had their semester breaks. Phew! and soo we did!

 

Tudung hitam Baju Putih tu Siti Nadhirah. 

Its soo hard asking her chilling out with us last time. Nasib time dinner tu she's okay! >w< 
Thanks Nad!

 Anndddd a few wefie in Shahirah's car

I looked soo dark kot dalam gambar nie but I decided to post it anyway! Since these 2 were always wanted to selfie with me every single time we met. Hahaha probably would never ever forget this 2 Upin Ipin ever.. 

Oh lets not forget that I also went to a few of my friends open houses.

Nie Rumah Liyana

 Why the hell I looked so sado in this picture.. Muahaha...

 Nie Rumah Baiti

Open house dia malam, after Isyak.. which rare in some occasion.

When meeting Baiti after like 5 years of lost contacts, she was shocked and I can tell that she cant get her eyes off me. Probably because I looked and sound soo matured compared to back then during highschool. I myself missed her too since she was one of those students that I love teasing the most. She was exactly the same thing I remember of her. Cheerful and love to laugh all the time. Hahahahaha. Those highschool memories. Sooo nostalgic.

After mencekik at Baiti's open house, three of us went for late night movies with Amir and Afiq. We planned soo well but by the time we reached Mesra Mall to buy the tickets that night, the counter got closed. We were lucky to be able to use the extraordinary power of pleading to the cashier to open the counter for the 3 of us. Cant actually believe that our plead works. Hahaha. 

Tak nampak muka cashier belakang tu mcm menyampah nak kena tunggu kitaorg

Hahahahahhaa.

Afiq looks soo macho siot without his glasses. Amir pulak acah2 hensem. Nyampah aku. Hahahaha. 

Moral of the story, please date someone with glasses. 

We got two different looks.. >w<

Glasses on!! Still we are able to wefie eventho theres nobody around anymore at the mall.

We actually went to the mall 3 times in a row and saw two movies total. 1st movie is Vamps, was hella boring and there's barely any action considering it is an action movie. Kinda disappointed and so we plan for another movie the next day, which is Spiderman Homecoming. That movie my friends, 10 out of 10 hahaha soooo much recommended if you are an action movie type of person or a marvel diehard fan like me. The whole experience was memorable and fun.

Finally!!! 

My little bro, Zarif! He's grown! I mean geez it feels like it was just yesterday he was a baby and now dah besar gedabak! Even lifting him feels like doing a dead lift. Hahahaha. But still he was the most sempoi and soo photogenic every time I hold the camera to selfie. He then be like " Sam? Selfie? " and Im like " Aah, jom! " He's officially 7 years old this year, standard 1 this year! :) 16 years difference between us two. Gila ah kalau jalan sebelah2 org dah ingat macam anak! >w<

Im not sure when we will ever meet again but I really hope its soon. Now I'm back in Melaka, I missed you guys soo much already! :( Hopefully, we able to lepak2 again next year!

And to all my fellow friends, followers, peminats ( macam ada ), crush ( acah2 hot ) and those alike. Happy Eidl Fitri Mubarak! May the blessings of Allah fill your life with happiness and open all the doors of success now and always! ^_^