Age

Im not sure whether if its really matter in relationship or what but personally its all about age these days that make at least myself quite a little bit concerned. I came to find myself not to looked about my age. Hahahahaa.

I mean if i were to list things I hate the most, aside from being lied to, is to be judged as "budak-budak". Like for example earlier, I came to this 1 grocery shop wearing jeans and black jacket with a backpack. The cashier who looked like 17 told me.

" Ini sahaja ke dik? " He said,
" Haa? Adik!? " I replied,

Killing intent activate!

" Eh, Abang2.. Silap " He corrected herself,
" Bro, Aku dah umur 23 nak masuk 24 dah kot " I replied.
" Hahaha, Sorry abang, ingat tadi budak kecik lagi sbb abang tak nampak macam 23 - 24 pon, nampak muda sangat " He apologized
" Dah tu mcm berapa? " I said
" Macam budak2 sekolah menengah sikit la "
" Errrkkk yee kee? Macam tu eh -_- "

And after that I just take my groceries and then went back home. The grocery shop is just a stone throw away from the house and so I went home quick. Putting all the groceries in place, went into my room and eventually be a little bit close to this...

Hahahhahahaha

I wonder a lot. Those overthinking stuffs hits me again. Like aku nie betul2 mcm budak2 ke? Is it because I shaved off my beard and mousetache? Is it because of my height? But to be honest 168cm is quite average to guys in their 20ties kot. Tah2 aku nie babyface kot. Personally, I cant even define what a babyface look like. Since we looked at ourself everyday in the mirror, I didn't thought of myself having such thing. However, I do heard rumors that women actually dig a guy who has that kind of face. So, Im not sure of myself. Should I be grateful or what kan. Anyway, I tried to actually kept my beard and mousetache for quite sometime. Lets say most friends of mine are shocked hahahahaha

Photo? Well nahhh~ I'm too shy myself to show what i looked like but definitely not as good as now la kan. Some face doesnt fit having a beard or a mousetache and unfortunately that person is me hahaha. All in all, whats important is MATURITY!

Doesn't matter how small are you, how big are you, how childish you looks, its all about maturity. Personally, thats what matters the most. Logically speaking, even if hes a sado and freakin tall of a person, but he's still childish in terms of attidude wont make it any less better betul tak? Hahaha. Thank god I'm not like that hahaha.