Raya 2.0

Hey guys! ^_^

  "Clearly, a few nights b4 I dont have much to do, hence come the selfie from the car.. haha"

Actually back then in the 1st day of Raya, we went to my dad's hometown, located in Subang but we decided to stay in Shah Alam. The reason would probably because my nenek's house was small and barely able to sustain all of the family members all at once. My dad's family tree is a really big family with my dad's being the 3rd out of 13 of his siblings. 

 " Not a full family photo sebab ramai lagi yang tak da but I managed to only get this one for that particular day "

Just imagine how packed would a house be if all of them with their respective wives/husbands and family to be staying in a same house. I mean geez, with all the little kids and cousins that I barely able to recognise from different family and from different wives, the usual reaction of me would be like...

" Nie yg mana ehhhh? "

Some of them especially the young ones obviously didn't recognize me since we barely meet each other. Its just too many of them. Seriously lol, like I would say we could probably make a 3 full football team consisting of only childrens! Hahaha. Despite those stuffs, I still tried make an effort of recognizing every single one of them at in a day. All those information and names made me like this...

Hahahaha... the best part would probably meeting my happy-go-lucky cousin of mine and yeah I admit we do alot of stupid things together before and we still did actually. Honestly, I thought he would have changed a little bit in terms of maturity and silliness. Turns out, nothing did. Hahaha, we took a lot of photos but lets be honest this one was my favourite. I did said that Ill probably keep this 1 as my fav and post it somewhere. Hahahaha. ( Tu la ko sapa suh pose pelik2 hahahaha )

 Geez I cant stand laughing when I saw this photo lol.

We stayed in Shah Alam for 2 days and went straight to Johor Bahru for my mum's turn. Both of my grandparents on my mum's side passed away long time ago and now we're just celebrated raya with all of the siblings together. It was always fun hanging out together with these cousins of mine. Since their age are just too near to each other, sharing experiences and telling stories was much much more interesting than usual.

Family pictures!!

 Lala and Akim, another extremely rare sight of this 2. Since its always shouting and fighting when these 2 are around each other

Ajim and my mum being super weird during those forgiving ceremony. Haha

Budak nie mmg byk dosa hahahaha, soo this is an extremely rare sight of Ammar and Bigbro, Syafiq

Bowling time!

Somehow I'm more darker than usual in this photo.. why!?

Anyway, it was truly fun seeing all of them again. Afterall, its a good rest from working almost every single day on my part. Things tends to get boring when you do the same thing over and over again. They were soo right about how when you are in your adulthood, you would one day missed schools and those studying moments. Now, I felt the same thing. I would definitely loved to study back again but then where would that get me on my current situation? Besides it was already nice and having my job as it is right now. I just have to build and guide my life slowly from this point and lets hope so that get to potentially meeting my jodoh in near future.

I know this is way too late and now considering Syawal is already over. I certainly don't want to miss wishing you guys, Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir dan Batin. May Allah shower you dear readers with His eternal blessings and keep you under His protection for both Dunya and Akhirat.

Selamat Hari Raya semua! ^_^

Raya 1.0

Hey guys! ^_^

I have been neglecting my blogging activity for quite sometime and to be honest, I'm having a difficult time staying online these few days! Yeah right! You guessed it! Kerjaa dooo! Penat! Dulu, I planned that I should had this monthly resolution where this month I promised that I at least stay to write & read for like at least an hour but too bad I still weren't able to keep that resolution of mine in check. Ughh! Its soo frustrating since I feel like I'm BS-ing myself into procrastinating most of the time. Geez I definitely have to do something about that. Oh well lets hold that topic for another time since now its RAYA TIME !! Raya sebulan dooo! Woohoo !

I had EidulFitr holiday leave for like 2 weeks, and lots of fun happen in those two weeks time. Thanks to that I had the privilege of celebrating breaking fast together with both my friends and family. Remember shortly before it was father's day and how I longed to celebrate it with them before after I got back? I even wrote a post about it.

Baskin Robbin doo! Benda nie mahal gila despite looking quite small kan.

Yeah!! I eventually bought my father a baskin robbin's ice cream cake for that. We never had any ice-cream cake to be honest and when I 1st bought it, I thought it was just another simple ordinary cake but turns out its not. Its pure ice cream preserved in dry ice and boy oh boy its was fantastic. Would probably consider buying it again. I dunno maybe perhaps for another occasion. My birthday maybe? Hahahaha.

A day after that, I booked at Rumbia Beach Resort a dinner for 4 people and those people were by far my bestfriends back then in highschool. I planned for the day carefully even before I reached Paka, sebab takut la jugak diorang had to go back to college kan. Nasib masa2 nie those 3 had their semester breaks. Phew! and soo we did!

 

Tudung hitam Baju Putih tu Siti Nadhirah. 

Its soo hard asking her chilling out with us last time. Nasib time dinner tu she's okay! >w< 
Thanks Nad!

 Anndddd a few wefie in Shahirah's car

I looked soo dark kot dalam gambar nie but I decided to post it anyway! Since these 2 were always wanted to selfie with me every single time we met. Hahaha probably would never ever forget this 2 Upin Ipin ever.. 

Oh lets not forget that I also went to a few of my friends open houses.

Nie Rumah Liyana

 Why the hell I looked so sado in this picture.. Muahaha...

 Nie Rumah Baiti

Open house dia malam, after Isyak.. which rare in some occasion.

When meeting Baiti after like 5 years of lost contacts, she was shocked and I can tell that she cant get her eyes off me. Probably because I looked and sound soo matured compared to back then during highschool. I myself missed her too since she was one of those students that I love teasing the most. She was exactly the same thing I remember of her. Cheerful and love to laugh all the time. Hahahahaha. Those highschool memories. Sooo nostalgic.

After mencekik at Baiti's open house, three of us went for late night movies with Amir and Afiq. We planned soo well but by the time we reached Mesra Mall to buy the tickets that night, the counter got closed. We were lucky to be able to use the extraordinary power of pleading to the cashier to open the counter for the 3 of us. Cant actually believe that our plead works. Hahaha. 

Tak nampak muka cashier belakang tu mcm menyampah nak kena tunggu kitaorg

Hahahahahhaa.

Afiq looks soo macho siot without his glasses. Amir pulak acah2 hensem. Nyampah aku. Hahahaha. 

Moral of the story, please date someone with glasses. 

We got two different looks.. >w<

Glasses on!! Still we are able to wefie eventho theres nobody around anymore at the mall.

We actually went to the mall 3 times in a row and saw two movies total. 1st movie is Vamps, was hella boring and there's barely any action considering it is an action movie. Kinda disappointed and so we plan for another movie the next day, which is Spiderman Homecoming. That movie my friends, 10 out of 10 hahaha soooo much recommended if you are an action movie type of person or a marvel diehard fan like me. The whole experience was memorable and fun.

Finally!!! 

My little bro, Zarif! He's grown! I mean geez it feels like it was just yesterday he was a baby and now dah besar gedabak! Even lifting him feels like doing a dead lift. Hahahaha. But still he was the most sempoi and soo photogenic every time I hold the camera to selfie. He then be like " Sam? Selfie? " and Im like " Aah, jom! " He's officially 7 years old this year, standard 1 this year! :) 16 years difference between us two. Gila ah kalau jalan sebelah2 org dah ingat macam anak! >w<

Im not sure when we will ever meet again but I really hope its soon. Now I'm back in Melaka, I missed you guys soo much already! :( Hopefully, we able to lepak2 again next year!

And to all my fellow friends, followers, peminats ( macam ada ), crush ( acah2 hot ) and those alike. Happy Eidl Fitri Mubarak! May the blessings of Allah fill your life with happiness and open all the doors of success now and always! ^_^

The One?

She was a fair, lovely, beautiful, proper-dressed, soft-spoken, patient, ambitious and determined person I have ever met before. Its rare to meet someone with all these qualities altogether. We met face to face before where one day she accidentally left her belongings at a restaurant near my place. With her identification card and her telephone number in my hands, I called her and by the time I did so, it was too late since she was already on her way to Perak in attending a seemingly important meeting between hospital staffs and their higher ups. It didn't take long, and our relationship began getting closer and closer, day by day. It all began from exchanging calls, messages and even personal information.

Even the most corny jokes she said just seem so humorous and to be honest, I can't believed I actually laugh at that. I don't know. Maybe its just me being too friendly on meeting a stranger for the 1st time. Honestly, it didn't took long for me to like her since she seems so innocent, which is one of the characteristics that I really liked the most. O_O

Everyday seems so beautiful eventho it was raining and thunderstorms all over the place on my side, everything just seems so proper and at that point onwards, I known that I fell in love with her. I felt that maybe she was THE ONE and I'm pretty much certain that she is. Everytime we texted to each other, she was the one that always remind me to kept her name in my prayers. I did as she said. More than 5 times a day. If you are at my place, when you did something like this, its impossible to not feel a single thing to other person,

Every time she gets herself on a trouble financial-wise. I would be there to bust her way out. Though at times, It does costs a lot but you see, love really are magical. At times, it does make people go blind. I was that idiot who fell that way without realising that it will come bite me in the butt later. However, I overlooked that on purpose eventually knowing that what I did was out of pure compassion and sincere. I was truly at fault cause being at such position for the first time was something really new to me. I acted without anybody knowing that I blindly follow the instructions of the girl. Though at times I feel like I was casted by some sort of weird spell and whats funny I even asked her " awak ada pernah sihir saya ke apa ke? Kenapa sy asyik teringat kat awak nie!? -_- " jokingly replied to her text.

From that point on, she told me a lot about herself. How she lived her life, her family, how she lost her father when she was 6, her loyal friends, her failed attempts on her previous love-life, her works and position,  how her co-workers are confessing love towards her, her attempts on gathering enough money for her family for Eidulfitri, about her 2 jobs and of course her being an agent to her dropship stuffs. The more and more she told me about herself, the more I felt pity on her. If theres one thing that I glad is that, she made me reflected a lot on life. Made me relieved to not be on her shoes and grateful for the life that I had now. We texted almost every single day, doing the usuals, talking about how lifes being a pain onto one another, exchanging information about ourselves and stuffs. The usuals you see.

Day by day continues, and I eventually gathered my guts and confessed my feelings towards her. I knew sooner or later I just had to do that and that feeling is something that I really need to get it out of my chest.
I betted that it was now or never and so I did! She was surprised and at the time, I felt like I was between life and death. The chills on my spine just keep being there none-stop and it goes down straight to my fingertips. Even my fingers are staggering and it was really bad. Typing on my phone felt like I was having some kind of minor seizures. I waited patiently for her answer and she didn't answer the question and in fact she never give a straight answer and that alone made me confused until now.

Somehow at that moment, I felt relieved since she didn't respond with a bad answer but at the same time, I was curious. I was curious and anxious to know where did I stand in her life and frankly, I felt if I ever got rejected. I would have moved on with my life and of course, I wouldn't ever bring myself lower to bother her again. Its called self-respect! I mean geez why would I? People don't like you so move on! Somewhere in my mind, I felt that our feelings are mutual. What gives it away? It was the way she responded. Its like a person whose flirting you know? Like its not the normal best-friends-forever reply. No its not that at all!! Tho, it does felt weird to me since its not everyday I encounter something like this.

Personally, I really loved a person who is honest and be straightforward on anything. People like that are hard to comeby and usually these people might sometimes hurt you verbally but its better to know about your flaws rather than being blind about it, correct? Be honest and its simple. Don't like it? Say it. Like me? Confess it. Made a fault? Apologize about it. Want something? Approach and propose it. Hate me? Speak about my flaws so that I can improve as a lowly human that I am. I know I am not perfect, but its human nature. We all wanted to be perfect so lets help and build towards one another in any ways possible. Its called self-enrichment-towards-others. Its. Just. That. Simple!

Yeah! You right! Looks actually isn't everything and what I love most about people is actually their attitude. For me that is like the most important thing ever. Looks will not last forever and what actually makes them truly beautiful is their attitude.

Despite our not-so-official relationship, being honest and straightforward was the only thing she can't fulfil. Isn't that one of the most crucial thing ever? Isn't that the key to a happy relationship? To be open and to be frank about something? Heck, why would you even lie to begin with? To gain trust and sympathy? In the end, she actually confessed that she didn't liked me at all. I was actually cool with that but what I was mad about is she actually used me as her some kind of sugar-daddy. Asking me to pay for her car maintenance, asking me to buy her make-up, and eventually borrows a few money from me for her personal problems. Ughhh, my head gets dizzy just by thinking of how sly and innocent-looking she is with people around her. If they knew who she really is, I bet her life would have been in total misery. Anyway, after that point on, I realised that she was just keeping me under her tabs so that she probably go out with another guy. Clearly she isn't that type of person you want to make as wife.

Haih. Countless times it had this been this way for me. I would blindly give my trust to people, in hopes that they would take care of it as I would have done the same for them. Too bad, that today's generation of people are dangerous. Using others and getting used for their own benefits was actually something common. Maybe it was time that I give this Jodoh-finding-thing a short break. Don't worry, I moved on already. Tepuk la sikit weh hahaha. Lets just pray that someday, she get a well-deserved karma some time in her life.