Looking as things are now, considering my age(I'm on my twenties by the way) my inner self somehow said that its too late to actually learn music since learning them some would probably take a few years back and I'm not sure I'm able to do that or at least be good at it. There's like more stuff and responsibilities to do out there especially when you are basically adult right now. not to mention a lot of things to think about too, like relationship for example! For someone who never found love in his life(yeah I know, pathetic betul tak?) I'm getting quite scared to think that if I'm not going to meet the love of my life later. tapi betul kot seriously I get shivers down my spine from thinking of that situation ever happened sooner or later :(. What if on my 30ties and I endup still single quite terrifying come to think of it. tho at times I do work on it, you know, just to make sure that i at least made an effort for that stuffs! :3 Sigh, its quite hard for me to think and to believe the saying "jodoh tak kemana". Hanya orang malas je fikir macam tu -_- Geez, look im getting sidetracked again okay! back to the topic! :D
After a few youtubing that I did when I'm on my free time, I found out that I really like musicians who are able to play piano/keyboard. I dont know how but when I listen to piano beats, I find my soul lost in a mist of inner peace and enjoyment. Well at least that's how I feel when I listen to them :) Sometimes, I kept thinking to myself that when I was a child, my mom should have send me on a music school or at least a piano-class lesson (bukan blame eh, cadangan je nie ish). Then again, when I think hard again, in my hometown, there is nobody that teaches music. Plus, I'm not really into internet stuffs when I was a teenager and I discovered media social when I was 17 years old not to mention the lack of gadgets to even connect to the Internet, Daif gila kan? Huhuhu, but that's me in the past. Still, I do kept thinking of that from time to time. I dont know why tho, maybe its just a bad habit of mine, overthinking stuffs (dah macam penyakit) . Anyways, I do plan to buy a keyboard soon so that I could satisfy my long-awaited inner passion to at least learn and play :) Who knows kan maybe tiba-tiba boleh jadi professional macam Yiruma manalah tau kan Hahaha.
To those whoever wishes to know about the above guy(yeah gotta admit, he got full package ._. handsome, talented, skinny whats more to like?) Below are one of his piano performance :)
