I have been so much into korean and anime stuffs ever since 2011 and to be honest, it had affect me a lot in terms of appearances and lifestyle in general. Yeah really lol, and i wasn't joking about that. It was so influential that it changed me on literally everything. Like way of talking for example. Started to do a 90 degree bow whenever I met older people and also started to call my seniors "Sunbae" and my juniors "Hoobae" an-a-and geez -_- it was hard and at the same time embarrassing too. Why? Well mainly because most guys out there are not into k-pop as I am and when they found out that i did, their reaction would be like-
"Pergghhh, Sam minat korea doh!"
"Bapak ah, Kawan aku minat k-pop ah, emo la sat lagi"
"Apa barang minat Kpop, kao duduk korea la senang, jgn duduk Malaysia"
"Lol, kao minat cite korea ke? Lololololol"
Aah, i know its quite annoying or rather I would say irritating that I had to deal with those kind of reactions that I get from my friends. It was so irritating that its getting obnoxious seriously. well the good side is that i get to know a lot of girls who is deep into k-pop as I am and they are the best and supportive so far. Less bashes to deal with to be honest. The most noticeable changes would probably be my physical transformation and the way I shaped myself. I even tried made this exact hairstyle on me masa dekat MSU dulu.
Awesome isnt it? Well at least to me nampak segak kot
Hairstyle yang rambut dia tu cover dia punya forehead. I think somewhere in my phone rasanya ada gambar masa selfie hari tu, I made it as a Whatsapp profile picture rasanya but ill leave that for later. To my surprise, I had a lot of positive response on how awesome I was with the new look. And of course like any other people, I was happy to receive such compliments. Tapi sekarang ever since I went practical on school dulu masa diploma, I had to revert to my old hairstyle back hahaha *bummer*. I dont even know why. Maybe because I don't want to have that K-pop idol look when you are teaching kids in a school. For me I think as a role model, it is rather inappropriate. Lagi bila you have to deal with other senior teachers at school kan? You certainly dont want them to give you the "look" if you know what i mean.
Anyway, I went on full body changes compared to my old self on my secondary school. My old self really sucks truly speaking. Somewhere back then, a few years ago during my school period, I was a really fat boy weighing over 100kg and had NOTHING to care in the world except studies, studies and studies till my eyes are rolling...
thats probably me, a few years back
Yeah you heard me, nothing! No special relationship, not much friends, not much socializing in anyway! Ever! Only studies and getting A's goes on my mind on and on. Like a true robot made to serves its purpose to only study. They said all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy, and gentle la orang cakap (slang KL), I cant deny how true it was. Some might wonder, don't you ever went for sports? Don't even get me started about sports. Back then, I was diagnosed of having a slight asthma, not to mention my stamina is so little that even a few meters run would wore me down plus my physical disability and the discrimination between teachers to choose the better students in sports among the others is just plain hard. Its not like I never tried, I did tried! But life just seems hellish and everything just go against all odds to me. In short, any sports don't really interest me at all, and from that onward I became more anti-social and a pro-solitude kind of person.
What I usually do when I was on the beach in Terengganu
Anyhow, over the years my asthma subsided and my stamina capacity improved tremendously (thanks to k-pop passion in meh) allowing me to participate in
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