Weekends

Weekends! Weekends! Weekends!

I don't know about you guys, but every time its the end of the week, ill be like :-

Haha really luls but in all seriousness, working is getting quite boring when you basically doing the same thing over and over, meeting the same people over and over and at some point, I do felt wish to go back to my study period I missed it a lot. Messing around, going to library, meeting new people, getting along with the girls~ muahahaha. Its fun. Anyways, whenever its weekend, I spend my time on my keyboard (ever since that day) practicing certain songs that I love and getting good at it slowly time to time. Since today's topic is about how I spent my weekend, well lets get started!

Ever since i bought my keyboard, my outside life has been a little bit distorted. Less sports, less exercise, and overall its bad, so i decide that why not we all go take a few fresh air at the beach or some sort and so I did!

Tadaa! and there's my mum again. Well she's the one insisting on taking a few selfies so ill just go with it, Terengganu has been really rainy + windy these days. The winds are just so strong that is messed my hair so bad that its so hard to keep it straight and I'm quite lucky that I didn't get blown away tho (probably would be if we spent too much time on the beach haha)

I guess its probably the season. Its also been raining all the time and the first time in forever, I kinda missed the sun . Lets just pray that my hometown didn't get flooded. Well to conclude i guess my weekend for last week was more productive to say the least. Maybe I should start taking things like playing keyboard moderately I don't really want it to affect my current lifestyle and right now I wonder what will I do for activities for the next weekend

Power of Calm Music

A few days back, I found out that one of housemate had this weird taste in music (1st impression I guess) . I was on the living room with my laptop after done watching 2 episodes of Running Man ( just to make sure that I don't miss any of those ever again! Hohoho ) , I guess it was around 2am++ I think and I heard this faint bird and raining + thunder sounds on the other side of the room. It wasn't that loud and its more like close to faint voices of that and I barely able to hear it since the door to the room (where it came from) was close uptight. 

For a second there, I thought my friend was practising some weird dark magic or something in his room, (betul doh seriously gotta consider something like that happen when you're in a community ) I kept approaching the room little by little with my crappy phone as a torch and slightly open the door since I was super curious of whats going on. Lucky for me, it wasn't locked. I did opened the door, and everyone was asleep as I thought they would. I also found out that his lappy was on and his speaker was on this peace-sound-like video on Youtube. Being so confused and sleepy that time of night, I went out and sleep in my room.

The next morning, I asked him why he had that kind of video playing when he's sleeping to which he simply reply that its for soul-calming procedure. To my surprise, he also told me that he had been doing that since he was 11, Sometime, during his childhood times, he often had nightmares at night and currently one of those people out there who suffers from somniphobia (a condition where a person had  fear to sleep) To his perspective, with his countless times of experience of getting that kind of nightmares everyday when he went to sleep, he actually scared that he can't wake up the next morning. 

With that being told, I jokingly replied that "maybe kau tak baca doa kot sebelum kau tidur" and he answered "Dah macam-ii cuba der, tapi tak da function, bertahun dah doh what do you think? Tapi sekarang dah semakin okay" 

Somewhere, I do heard of such condition before back on my uni days but never actually met people who have that. (Heard it when I learn Psychology Development class, i think) He also continued that usually people like him are more likely to suffer from insomnia due to his phobia ( if it isn't treated ) but lucky for him he's able to find a remedy for that. It is the music. It literally helps him to sleep better, faster and sometime he, himself didn't realize he was asleep. My guess is that the music probably give him the thought he was somewhere in a nice place in his dream which probably could be the thing that let him project that kind of dream every time he went to sleep. The power of music, its awesome come to think of it. Well I guess that kind of videos it serve its purpose. I really thought it doesn't have anything useful in particular and I was proven wrong.

For once, never did I thought such music exist on Youtube and now I'm probably got hooked into that kind of calm music as well. Seriously lol, if you heard it, it was really-ii calming and if you are someone who love mother nature like I am, you probably dig into stuff like this. Its like a huge amount of positive energy entering your brain all of the sudden, and if you close your eyes, your imaginations will be something that calm your soul. Knowing that, I went full on searching mode for music like that on the net for quite sometime and there are tonnes of it! O_O From nature sound, chirping birds, raining thunderclap, calm piano instrumental, and even horror kind sound ( I wonder for what that kind of horror sound is for -_- ). You name it! Everything is there~ and now Ill probably going to use it just to get to sleep faster. 

Muahaha~ Oyaasumi! Minna-san! ^_^

Love and Like

Heya guys! :)

Frankly speaking, I for one, never seem to understand what love really is and what like really is. Sometimes when I'll be honest to the person that I like/admire, they endup misunderstood me for loving them and as a result of that, I got zoned out instantly instead which is really frustrating and sad. ( yeah, i experienced it before ). On the other hand, when I spoke to the person that I love, they thought that I'm playing a joke and assume that as just "Like" which is probably why I never had anyone special before. To be honest, I'm really that all-out kind of person, I speak what I felt clearly so that there's no misunderstanding. (seriously, you don't find that kind of person everyday, that's what my friend told me tho) I don't know but that's just the way I am.

But anyway, love mood is in the air for me lately (too bad there's nobody to share it with) so here are some poetry or perhaps an enlightenment for those people out there who doesn't understand between "Love" and "Like". 

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster 

But in front of the person you like , you get happy. 

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring 

But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter. 

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush 

But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile. 

In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind

But in front of the person you like, you can. 

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy 

But in front of the person you like, you can show your own self. 

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes. 

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love 

But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like. 

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them 

But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting. 

The feeling of love starts from the eye 

And the feeling of like starts from the ear. 

So if you stop liking a person you used to like 

All you need to do is cover your ears, 

But if you try to close your eyes 

Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.

I hope this poem that don't really sound like a poem (probably cuz, the language looks really simple unlike most poems out there, #simplewriting) would made people out there who are just like me, to understand "Like" and "Love" more deeply from now on :) 

On the side note, I'm going to get my piano/keyboard soon, so I was thinking of making a piano cover of this song Setia from Elizabeth Tan Feat Faizal Tahir. What do you think? Hehe ( The lyrics are really lovely in my opinion )