Is he crazy?

I was just finished my Jumaat's prayer at the time and I was disapa by this one familiar looking guy.

He wore a brown worn-out tee and a torn black-leathered jeans. His shirt had its sleeves torn up at the end of it while having a dark blue worn-out sidebag on his side. He came up to me as if he wanted something at the time but all he wanted is just a handshake. I shook his hand treating as if he's a normal person. Suprisingly, he said " Alhamdulillah " and went forward to seemingly offers a handshake to the other person in front of me.

The people of the mosque was fine by his presence as he didn't not throw out any fit nor cause any harm to them. I'm pretty much sure they all know who he is since he wonders around practically everywhere. Anyway, as he was advancing towards the front row of the prayers while offering handshakes to the people around him. He went straight to the Imam of the masjid to offer his handshake.

To my surprise, the Imam eventually standup offers him handshake and made him sit behind him for the after prayer. Everybody seems to be pleased of that situation and continue to berdoa as usual. When the after prayer was done, he standup and make his way out of the mosque. I'll be honest here, I'm kinda expecting him to cause a ruckus around, cuz duh! He's crazy and I don't really expect much from someone like him but this situation totally changed how I looked at things.

After that whole situation, I kinda became fascinated to the guy cuz truthfully speaking, he has been around this area for more than a 4 years and of all this time, this is the only time that I saw this. When I think hard back about this, 4 years! That's a long time. I mean to survive in this world with just the generosity and kindness of the nearby people, that's really something when you think about it.

Fascinating huh?

Anyhow as crazy as he is, he didn't seem to pose a threat to the society around him but instead he has been in this area for so long that nearby people would recognize him and offers him food despite knowing that he's crazy. I never truly knew the person but I heard before he went crazy, he was a good person. A person good enough that made the people of Paka nearby knew him.

I'm kinda curious about his origins myself actually, yet I don't even know who to ask about him. I did ask my father about him tho since I once saw him being treated food at a restaurant nearby. When I did, he only said that he did it cuz what of he saw others did.

It is all about perception I guess. What makes me think of these is that, if he is as dangerous as I thought, people would have escort him outside of the mosque the moment he sets his foot inside. I'm expecting he had some good background history. I guess lets just leave a benefit of a doubt in this scenario.

Oh well, despite that, I felt bad for thinking bad of him. After all our perception is actually a reflection of ourselves. Maybe I should be more optimistic or maybe just paranoid. Who knows kan.

Whats more surprising is that, that crazy person, lets just call him, Pok We, had a case before that what made people deemed him as crazy. There was a point where some of the residents here actually saw him sleeping outside a house butt naked. One of the residents who is a young girl saw him, and called the police because his actions or his sleeping position looks like as if he's dead.

He was caught as I heard and again was somehow release to the public soon after. Not sure how or when. I guess Allah had a good plan for him. I often heard people saying " Orang gila aka Crazy people like him, if he were a muslim before, He had his place in Jannah.". Like gila naturally lah, kalau gila yang dicari tu, menempah neraka ler jawapnyaa. I hope he will be well, wherever or whenever he is. I wonder how old is he tho. Hmmmm...

Death Timer

As I walk by towards a stall at a night market nearby here, a car from behind suddenly hit the tent of the stall. Lights and wires that were hung up between the steel roof of the tent were falling down and I quickly duck to avoid an injury to happen to my head when the tent slowly losing its balance. As a result I hurt my knee and my watch were damaged due to a hit on the road.

Frustrated and still manage to maintain sabar due to all that situation, I went home preparing for break fast. As I look back towards my damaged watch, I realized that, the watch was actually my 4th for the year. Its weird when I think that, most of my stuffs or anything that was given to me got damaged rather easily. Even my mum noticed this due to multiple times she gave stuffs to me and that stuffs didn't last for long.

I tried my hardest to take care of them but I guess I was unfortunate to have accidents happen to me involving breaking my valued belongings. At some point, I beginning to think it was a curse. Even so, my parents and siblings would usually deemed me as careless and clumsy. I know I'm not what they said I am and I tried to prove to them that I'm not but I always fail again and again. I beginning to think that the things I held practically some sort of a death timer.

Wouldnt it be good for us to know when a certain things death would be? Or is it the other way around? I guess if we did knew, we probably be under appreciate it and started to do so until the last minute. I guess it would be fine for inanimate objects. What if we knew our own life's death timer?

Like when will we die, how, what cause, why and all of those. What if we knew all that? Will we be missed? Will we be remembered? Are we satisfied of what we leave behind for future generation? Will our beloved be okay with when the time comes? It will be a completely new situation wouldn't it?

I'm sorry. I had my overthinking took over me for today and hence this post came up. Again, I'm just letting it out of my mind for awhile. Anyhow, I found this really sad iklan for the upcoming Eidulfitri. Please take a look it is really good.

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan To All My Muslim Readers out there. 

Sorry for the late posts.

Will post more later~ <3

One and Only

Have you ever met someone that surprised you? Like you meet this person and at first you hardly pay any attention to them. You may not be at all attracted to this person but as you get to know them, you notice yourself falling. This person, who was once nothing to you has suddenly become everything. All of the sudden, they're the most beautiful person you've ever met. Its just funny looking back. You never saw it coming, its just kind of..... happened.

Does things like this happened to you guys? No? Too bad. Well, dont worry that particular person be around sooner or later. Hahaha I guess it happen to everyone at some point of our life. Love is indeed a mystery. What's interesting is that most of the time, it catches us all off guard without any warning. Even for me, I admit I fell down on my feet because of love.

Sooo now, ladies and gentlemen, I wanna tell you a love story about mine. Soo better duduk siap2 amik popcorn masing2 and get ready for a ride. Hahaha.

As you are all informed, I played my piano for quite sometime and I am quite good at it but the thing is that only few people knew of this. I didn't really record or post it anywhere on the social media because I am shy. She has been a friend of mine from quite sometime and that one day I was bored and tried to cover a few popular songs like Surat Cinta Untuk Starla by Virgoun and When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne.

I didnt think it was quite good but when I gave the recordings of me playing to her. She was surprised and she said she never thought that I was that good. I was bored at the time and somehow wanted people to rate me playing. I'm not sure myself as to why I choose her out of all people. Hahaha.

Tu la orang cakap maybe jodoh kan. 

Anyhow, it was all good and fun, when the 4th time I gave my songs cover to her, she said the appreciation words that I always wanted to hear all my life. She expressed her feelings to me as if I had done something so meaningful to her all this time. Hearing that, I fell for her right away. From that point, I excitingly began learning a few more songs, played it the best as I can and made it into a cover and gave it to her for hearing. I'm like totally being like a child who tries really hard to impress a parent over something. Its funny when I thought of it back because I did it on a whim while having good fun at the same time. Her words of encouragement is actually what kept me going and giving me strength to do what I do best.

We began to keep in touch and share out our stories to each other. It was all fun and amazing experience and we didn't even confessed to each other yet tho I somehow know that she felt the same way. You just knew you know, the way she talk and texts. It was kinda obvious. I do give her hints from time to time that I liked her, but as wonderful as she is, she's so lembab nak pickup and notice all the things I did for her. ( Hahaha, sorry syg )

Rasa nak headlock jer si dia nie. Geram. 

Until la that particular day, I decided to confess my feelings. I'm kinda aware that I might face a rejection to the face but what the heck, my heart at the time said that its now or never. She was surprised as if she never expected I would fall for someone like her. I'll be like...

Duh, I thought what I did was obvious, maybe not obvious enough kot. After all the awkward conversations of her verifying when why how what and with me answering all her questions she fired me, she suprisingly said..

At the time, Im like with the most blunt and cool-looking face ever said..

Okay la fine maybe not as cool as the way Obama's says it kan but still its something like that, HAHAHA, Im more like be like this from the inside...

Eventually during our course of relationship, we decided to meet each other and we sure took a lot of photos together alongside food-hunting as well as visiting museums and theme parks along the way. My expectation of her is beyond what I imagine and I fell for her even more, knowing that we share a lot of things in common and she enjoys food as much as I do. Hahaha

Too cute~ <3

Mee Besen Original Melaka

She came in Melaka for a few days and we went food hunting the moment she sets her foot here. We celebrate her birthday on that particular day and went on to eat on Seoul Garden. Its funny like how most girls I hangout with they usually tend to acah2 control makan when eating in front of a guy. When it comes to her, nope. Hahahaha. No pretending no control2 ayu/handsome or what not. We ate a lot and it was really satisfying to see her enjoying her foods the same as I do. 

Anyhow, I am really grateful to find someone who has all the good and favourable traits that I loved soo much all in one. She is amazing and by far one of the most cheerful person I have ever met. Theres is not a single flaw I saw in her of yet and she was by far the best one I ever had. 

You know, I once had insecurities of myself when confessing to someone that you are sexually attracted to. When looking back, I had a lot of insecurities like my skin colour, my height, my overall looks and my body weight. Its not that attractive kot, and I damn well knew that if I'm so handsome, I wouldnt be single for soo many years since secondary school. Long story short, I wanted to change a little before seeing her at least but it was the thing she spoke off back then where she said... 

" I like you the way you are and I'll stay with you no matter how much you changed " 

That words of her alone. Already made me happiest guy ever. I guess for every guys or girls out there who was still struggling to find themselves a life partner. I guess the only best advice I can give is

" JUST BE YOURSELF "

I guess the end game now is to fight for this relationship till marriage kot. 

Oh before this have to tell my parents. Ibuuu!!! Sam dah jumpaaa daaa!!