The title was quite serious doesn't it? Well it is! Lets get started...
A few days back, I had this one gruesome experience and probably one of the most frightening scenario that I had in my life ever! It all took place at the plant's worksite where there's an inspection work to be done at certain areas of the place and as usual, an inspector had to present at the plant's equipment for a daily checkup. Sooo, like any other day of the week, I got my work stuffs, safety equipment and other inspection stuffs of the place and went on straight over to the designated place. It was all fine and good as usual until the moment when I went outside of the place to get ready to go back...
Before that, I do have this weird feeling of out of place somehow when I wanted to go back and my instincts also keep telling me to double check the site to make sure there was nothing that I left behind, but too bad for me I ignored what I felt and kept on packing things so that I could went back home early. I was also pretty much sure at that time, I had all my stuffs with me hence it was no need of me to make a double check on that place anymore and so I rushed home.
As soon as I stepped outside of the barricaded place on that site, I felt this rushing gust of wind that goes on straight down on me. Before I could look up to satisfy my curiosity of whats going on top of me, I was hit down directly by a big screw-like metal, the size of a women's purse. Bangg! It was a clean blow! And it hit directly on top of my safety helmet! I flinched for a few seconds and it got me kneeling down on the floor. My eyes nearly went blank and I nearly passed out but thanks to my quick reflexes I get out of that same spot as quick as I can. There are like a few other similar screws like that, fell from an estimated 5 stories-tall after I dodge that series of bullets from hell. That place would have been my grave if I continue to stay there.
Ughhh~ but in any case, Alhamdulillah because lucky for me, my head was protected by my safety helmet. However, the helmet that I wore were nearly broke into 2 thanks to that sheer force of the impact from the screw that I guess was weighing over 5kg. After that, with chills on all over my body at that time, I walk out of the place slowly while holding my nearly broken helmet tightly afraid of another unknown thing yet to come unexpectedly.
As soon as I reach home, I found myself in a traumatized state. I couldn't really function well in my daily stuffs and my hands literally goes against my will and I kept breath heavily from certain time to time. Judging from that, there was clearly something wrong with me.
I had to take a leave for a day just to calm myself down on the next day. In my mind, I get a lot of thoughts and some of them aren't even worth looking back for like for example
"What if I looked up earlier O_O?"
"What if the screw eventually hit my other parts of the body!? Like my shoulder or my back? Wouldnt I be on my wheelchair for the rest of my life!?"
"What if I don't wear my safety helmet properly and wouldn't a direct hit would left me dead?"
"What if I didnt reacted as fast and i get hit by the second wave of the screws that fell, wouldn't I be seriously injured that way!?
Those are the same questions that kept hovering over my mind from time to time. This is of course concerning about life and death!! I have to admit, I was over exaggerating on those what if's questions but I just can't helped it. I wanted to tell somebody of that to someone I felt comfortable to but I just kept it all in until now. And right now, at this moment, I just thought I shouldn't kept it all to myself when I knew that I can't handle it and so i post it here.
In all seriousness, one thing that I am really grateful now is that, I am able to see the world for another day and spend time with the things that I enjoyed doing for awhile. It does makes me think that I should enjoy the things that I do and stop being sad much and enjoy what life has to offer. Don't live a life full of regrets and stuffs
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah and thank god for saving my life, I am truly grateful. Only god knows how much I am grateful for able to breath again for today. It is a good feeling.
And nowww!!!!!!!!!!!! Time to file a report for the case that happen to the authority in-charge! Siap lah korang! You won't get away with it, I promise.. Grrrr
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